A Day Late...

Will it be, when I die, no matter how it comes...
just another lonely day without you.
When time becomes just another word
and silence is all that is heard...
will I be able to think about who I was
for all those years and what I did
to cause all your tears.

No more stars at night.
No morning light.
Fade to black?
Fade to white?
I was a bum... before.
Am I cold ?
I'm not old anymore!

Where is your hand, your lips... touch mine?
Do I have to go all by myself... it's best?
I wish I was with you just one more time.
I don't like the idea of being laid to rest.

All those times you were alone.
It's you? Please ring the phone.
One last breath, True Until Death,
For you only, I'll keep it in reserve.

I know... I'm getting what I deserve.